Some views and thoughts about ancestors and messengers, in realms of spirit and planet Earth

July 31st 2017
Owl flying backwindow Avalon 06-2017
Love and the condition of duality on planet Earth.


July 13th 2017 Which came first…the chicken or the egg? The vision or the action?

Although I don’t deny actions as part of an outcome, for example the liberation of planet Earth, which is a BIG ACTION, there’s a phase before jumping into action and that’s an idea that grows to maturity inside “a dream that awakens from its dream” so to speak.

Awakening in order to be fulfilled, after eons of slumbering, possibly. For that awakening we first need to know who we are in truth, by being mindful on what resonates with our state of feeling at ease, our inner and outer world in balance within the dynamic of life.

We can train that sensitivity, called gut-feeling or intuition, by choosing focus. Our dreams lay slumbering in our DNA, they’re our ancestors’ dreams as well, passed on through the genes and the awakening of our DNA is accompanied by inner vision quests aka meditation and physical actions of trying things out, creating a tool, a machine, a garden, a flower arrangement, a home, any work of art,  you name it.

Waiting for instructions to begin activities isn’t a bad stance. In most circumstances in life they seem to be appropriate in work, just like when one’s an assistance of a surgeon. Who needs to be in charge of operations, pun intended.  

That phase offers us numerous learning curves, food for thoughts and discernment, new approaches and observations from different angles. It truly can be a great joy to move through all of these actions, yes these are actions too! We as human beings gain our spiritual Olympic medals when all our parts are involved when we want to find what works for us: physical bodies, hearts and minds joined as a team within and in a team-effort with others.

It’s the fastest learning curve also, that way, meaning that it is so when we’re prepared to learn and change and when our intention to be the change we want to see in the world is clear. 


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Living a lie and believing in an illusionary world always comes to an end. Keeping up appearances is fun as a game, it’s what keeps us intrigued as an audience in a theatre with actors and props on stage. That intrigue looses its quality when the boundary between our sense of reality and our imagination becomes blurred and our life shows us this mirror, causing shock and terror within. Plus the urge to increase our control in order to add more props on the stage of our life. How lost we may feel when the foundation we stand on is made of thin air, of cardboard littered with false glitter and not stardust with sawdust, our spiritual and physical make up.

It can’t stand the presence of truth when it’s a deliberate agenda to harm and control life and when programs of mirage and secrecy cover up evil, it won’t stand the presence of truth and it can’t withstand the transforming force of love. To me it’s a law of life no being can escape from. We’re at this moment in time subject to the transition from matter to energy, to the force of love, but still, with an invitation to make a choice.       May it be a choice to serve life, living in freedom and picking up our role as creators.


March 22nd 2017
How do we create our reality in life’s name?
Think about it, ponder this for a while:
When I begin to notice that an instinctual reaction pushes me in the direction of acting it out, with the help of my mind in turmoil, I stop and observe this inner acrobatics, this wild trapeze flying without a safety net. In that moment, coming to full stop, I am separating my feelings from my choice of action.
The great benefit from doing this, is that I’m breaking the spell of repetition, the dramatic roller-coaster of being upset, angry, rebellious and…. at the same time breaking the spell of projecting it on others, causing others to feel offended and move into resistance, with me on the other side of the screen, the phone or in person with me, ignoring my choice to make an effort and find a solution to the problem, return to a state of ease in myself and restore a workable communication that leaves all who are involved, with a sense of completion.
Think about it, ponder this for a while: How many Trojan horses are introduced to complicate human life on planet Earth? Toward what goal? Who’s profiting? Conditions that initially were created for the benefit of humanity’s consciousness, in a survival mode? With these same conditions applied when the survival mode was over, creating a paradigm that isn’t recognized as what was created as a mind-program, initially? 
I believe that the collective veil placed over humanity’s eyes, originates from the veil that humanity received as a cure to suffering, welcomed and placed on its eyes,
in acceptance of living conditions that show up in these famous pairs: past and present, good and bad, dark and light, joy and sadness. I may be wrong and the other way around is the true story: a placing of a veil in order to create ignorance of humanity’s transformational and thus…. powerful nature. It seems to be a dilemma, somewhat akin to the question “What comes first, the egg or the chicken?
Possibly there may be some sort of “tossing in the air” of cause and effect, mixing them up deliberately, for example in rewriting history and changing it at the same time, while seeing an opportunity, a chance to confuse and obscure the power of creation within each human being. As long as that source isn’t tapped into, control is accepted as legitimate, due to not being recognized as such.
This text is close to my heart, it’s in the simplicity and silence, I think, that we can find enduring peace of mind and heart: Ken Carey’s beautiful transmissions of wisdom Starseed: The Third Millenium:

(quote) “There is but the finest veil between you and a full-dimensional perception of reality, the filmiest of screens between you and your eternal self. You require no elaborate technique or ritual to release this veil. You need only open to the organic current of awareness that in every moment flows to 
you from the source of life” (end of quote)

The actions and manifestations that we so deeply long for and expect to see present in our world, the fulfillment of love and feeling connected, in a relationship, belonging to a caring family or community, are often desperate notes, prayers and commands that leave our mouths in vain, in screams and whispers, without finding true fulfillment and lasting peace. We can sublimate painful issues and invent a pretense of “happy”. 
For a very long time, I feel we’ve ignored the tool inside that awaits us to be acknowledged and used and that’s the tool of  self-reflection and mastery, our becoming masters in the center of our lives, captains on the boat in our life’s ocean and surrender  to the freedom of our expressions, which includes healing within.
To me, it’s the secret space in our hearts that holds love in the center as the ruling force of creation, accompanied by wisdom, discernment and all qualities our soul holds inside.
Maybe most of all: playfulness and a down-to-earth sense of humor. No inhibition.


I now quote from the book “Spell of the Sensuous”  and will introduce you to the writer David Abram, who inspired me to become more connected to my physical body and senses. I can fully relate to his view on the senses:

“David Abram is a sleight of hand magician who studied with shamans and indigenous magicians in Indonesia, Nepal and the Americas”.

On the backcover of the book, he writes:

“For a thousand generations, human beings viewed themselves as part of the wider community of nature and they carried on active relationships not only with other people, but with other animals, plants, and natural objects including mountains, rivers, winds and weather patterns, that we have only lately come to think of as “inanimate”. How then, did humans come to sever their ancient reciprocity with the natural world?” What will it take for us to recover a sustaining relation with the breathing Earth?”

And on page 186 he gives us the words of Hehaka Sapa, or Black Elk  of the Oglala Sioux: “Everything the Power of the World does, is done in a circle…… The Wind, in its greatest power, whirls. Birds make their nests in circles, for theirs is the same religion as ours. The sun comes forth and goes down again in a circle. The moon does the same and both are round…. Even the seasons from a great circle in their changing, and always come back again to where they were. The life of a man is a circle from childhood to childhood and so it is in everything where powers moves…….”

I find Black Elk’s words awesome, it’s visible in life as my eyes witness it and it speaks directly to my heart! Below is my illustration of such a circle. Or rather cycle:

Illustratie 13 Gal.Tonen Marian van der Veen

The seeds falling to planet Earth, in the last illustration, this cycle of 13, may inspire you to 2 questions “How many seeds are in the apple?” and “How many apples are in a seed?”