When you begin to awaken and are awake.

A Hathor message that’s showing how evolution is an eternal creation.

August 14th 2017

A process of gradual awakening and unfolding, like a dawn. In messengers and teachers I’ve encountered in my life, I’ve found similar descriptions and views, which are in contrast to the way “The Event” is described by a virtual group with the name Prepare for Change. An event as being a flash reaching planet Earth, a sudden change. Mind you, I don’t deny such a possibility. It’s just that I can’t see it as something that will happen.

I’m always using Nature as an example and teacher of how developments in life occur, be it in planet Earth’s nature or in a human’s nature. Which is related. As within so without. To me, a gradual process of Awakening, the transition from 3D to 5D with the 4D bridge in between, offers each human being an opportunity to move with the flow of change and to gain insights, finding new approaches and solutions, by being given the time to work that out, a playground of practice, if you will. If that time is used for that purpose is a choice. That choice might present itself in deep grief or despair, it’s what causes the crack in the egg, allowing light to enter. Remember Leonard Cohen’s song with that line? “There is a crack in everything, that’s how the light gets in”

A gradual awakening, which is happening at this moment on planet Earth, as I perceive it, is not only a calmer process but it also offers each human being, all sentient beings on the planet, a process of embodiment of the facets in these gradual changes and moves. Those inner motions, inner digestion if you will, contains a treasure box for our present and future adventures, in that embodiment of the truth offers us wisdom and skills in our assistance towards others around us and our future comrades, who knows, different civilisations inside planet Earth, or all through our Galaxy?

As I perceive it and envision, we are given an opportunity to be present as observers, in that change, as much as active players in that change.

To me, a gradual process feels logical and natural. I’m sharing my observations, while finding many new thoughts and inner stirrings, knowing that I can miss clues, be mistaken or poorly informed. There’s unity possible in a variety of expressions, which is the essence of free will to me. To me, it’s each of us that can and will be the key to bring the restoration of freedom of expression about.

In the end there’s no formula or rule to live by. Only the power of love that transforms everything, if we live in integrity to the love and truth that are our favourite companions. I’m now keeping an eye on my inner world, while active in the outer world, engaging in events, initiatives and new friendships, holding integrity high. I’ve realised that I was drawn out of my healthy boundaries by obeying to my curiosity and exploring mind. It’s walking on a tight rope with balance as the main focus, using every muscle.

That became an adventure, in the last 18 months, where I left my inner sanctuary and lost balance. Isn’t it tempting how internet can draw us in that direction? It’s almost as if exploring many global movements and events turns into a consumption of data, pieces of a puzzle, dots to connect, in some form of devouring, not serving discernment or understanding and causing obstipation in our spiritual digestive system.

I’m beginning to see that dramatic events on a global change, for the better or the worse, aren’t necessarily proof of their creator’s integrity. Integration and integrity are siblings in finding direction on our path and I’m finding (again) that the world of physical form, tangible and including our 5 senses, is the best workfloor for discernment in sync with embodying our soul, even when we have no clue what a “soul” is.

Simultaneously, the bridge between life in the streets, with confused human beings in all sorts of conditions, and the world of spiritual workers, healers and warriors can be build much easier. There’s much unsubstantial content in the virtual world, after all, it’s a world that shows up on our screens, created with 1’s and 0’s in endless amounts of combinations.

It’s a flat linear world, it’s why we’re able to press the delete button and undo all content in that world. Besides, I feel we’re not supposed to be informed about all drama happening on planet Earth and find it presented in screaming neon-light. The forms of distraction that lead us away from our center are numerous, be aware please.

It’s a cosmic humor to me that the non-physical parts of me, which I call my soul, astral body and etheric body, are natural parts of me, while my mind can’t wrap its head around it. The process of awakening seems to be a knock on our inner doors, where some of these door give access to unknown rooms with unused furniture and a spinning wheel that helps us spin our thread and weave our own pattern in life.

Creating one that isn’t copying others is dangerous at times, but it’s probably also the key to a liberation we’re longing for. Inner freedom, overcoming fear. First and foremost in our own home, our inner sanctuary.

Peace be with you and with planet Earth. Blessed be, Devon Sea Moor.



Out on the sea.. leaving a familiar shore and out of the blue.

Hello and welcome! 

Voor de Hollanders onder jullie, er is een Hollandse pagina in de kolom aan de linkerkant. Welkom op mijn blog! Op 2 oktober 2017 heb ik een visueel verslag gepubliceerd.

My first year in Britain:A walk in the Mendip Hills 07-2015 (3).jpg

A walk in the Mendip Hills Somerset UK, look for the tiny tower on Glastonbury’s Tor on the horizon and the tiny wanderers in the field. It’s where I lived the first year of my new life in the UK. Devon is my destination, with Dartmoor as my favorite landscape. Home.

Oswald 11-2015
Oswald, a gentle dog, company on many Wednesday walks. 

Now that I’m working on the land again, as volunteer, I’m reminded of the magic of nature and the achievements we as human beings can make. Here’s an inspirational video about the creation of a permaculture inspired project in a desert:


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A little in between about my past and the year 2010 a year of awakening:

On my birthday, Jan 1st 2010, just like that, or so it seems, out of the deepest blue,      standing in my living room, I exclaimed

“From now on I will come out of the closet with all that is in me and I will show all of my faces and all of my masks”.


Ons gezin met de 4 oudsten bij huis F.C. Donderslaan tante Mien Erenga      Marietje                                                                                 Marietje, white ribbon in hair 1956 and 1958        


Marian 1963
Marian 2011
Marian 06-2015 just before stepping on the boat







Marian on Bellever Tor Dartmoor 10-2016

Well…. good heavens! that’s been a wild ride for sure,  not knowing what inner  earthquakes  this prophecy to myself would cause, than and in the years to come.       Now that we’re arrived in 2016, I’ve learned a bit of what that prophecy  was about and what it still holds at present, in its folds. My life has changed for the better, I’ve come closer in receiving truth as a friend and to receive/manifest well-being.

The time of the lone wolf is over. The book “Women who run with wolves” by Clarissa Pinkola Estes is in my top 10 favorites.

Two weeks in W.Hole 09-2017 (18)
Marian 09-2017

New ways of looking at the motions of life and how it unfolds are showing up increasingly, often in moments of tiny growth-spurts with some growing pain. Always an opening of windows with new views, new vistas. Think a moment about this one: a process is as much part of manifestation as the manifestation of the result or fruition of that process. Life, to me, is about everlasting motion. Doesn’t that take out the sting of frustration and impatience? Suffering due to our judgment that we want to be done with it and get over it for feeling wary and uncomfortable?

When a growth-process, through a rainbow of emotions and feelings, is appreciated as part of the manifestation that we create and bring forth, the experience will seem shorter, lighter and clearer. Take this as food for thought and digest it with your own unique digestive system: stomach, liver, kidneys, pancreas, intestines…  figuratively speaking. We all know the term “gut-feeling” isn’t it? Try something new in your daily diet of experiences and activities. Keep moving, changing, evolving, life is meant to be that way as I perceive it. It’s presented and supported by life as well, as I see it. Life in motion pictures, on large and small screens, inward and outward, nowadays. The Wishing Well of Wonders is a creation that offers an endless source of images and info, though it’s mostly experienced in a narrow bandwidth at the 3rd eye/6th chakra location. Life isn’t about that at all, as I perceive it.

Although my childhood vision, as a minister’s daughter growing up in a strictly reformed church-institute in Holland,  regarding the meaning of life, was a scenery with all of humanity singing in white robes, in front of God’s throne, hurrying to leave planet Earth, later in my life I began to discern that it’s here where all the giggles in “hallelujah” joy may be experienced, a down-to-earth-way on planet Earth. In other words, I’ve turned 180 degrees with my eyes on life on planet Earth, embodying my soul and coming into my own, just as she is experiencing now, end of 2017. We’re in for a magnificent change for the first time in all of our lifetimes, potentially. A tremendous leap in consciousness, a growth spurt that is taking our breath away, at times. The celebration of our soul’s embodiment, leading toward a connected humanity, that’s what I envision.

My YouTube channels are Devon SeaMoor and Marian Baghor – small m and b too, with slideshows of pictures mainly, showing impressions of Holland and England’s cities, villages and the countryside:

The quest for truth is an adventure, similar to a walk around planet Earth. There’s always crossings where I find myself on the same spot where I was earlier in life, meeting old friends, situations more or less repeating themselves in different forms. I’m never saved from myself and as long as I’m good company to myself, that’s okay, great. Also, that goes for others living with me on planet Earth, eventually I meet my fellow human beings at crossroads too. There’s no escape, making peace with them is key, to me. There’s no greater sense of liberation than to let go of resistance and surrender to what is, with love and a good sense of humor, seeing the world with changed eyes.

It can be done.


My SoundCloud name is Victoria Baghor – you’ll find my readings about adventures with animals, human beings and the elements all thriving by nature’s wisdom. The readings of “Alice in Wonderland” part 1 and 2 are present here:


Examples of my pictures in nature, in Holland and the UK:

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The South of Holland in August with purple heather in bloom

Danny Kaye in Jester's king (7)

Danny Kaye in “The King’s Jester” overthrowing the “powers that be” in a most hilarious ego-damaging way. Danny shows great agility and wit, in appearance, voice and acting the fool. He’s one of my favorite actors, for I’m a bit of a jester too, usually lighthearted. At least…. I make attempts to not be a snow queen, from habit, thawing in her fire of fury..  ha ha.

The Dutch beach and dunes near Scheveningen


The “Seven Sisters” visible in the picture above. I arrived here, without knowing my destination and I slept on the pebbles after the long walk from Alfriston. Here are the seven white cliffs of chalk, millions of years have passed while slowly this formation was build up, layer after layer. Due to the lowering of the sea level, this cliff shows what’s been formed by tiny sea-creatures.  Awesome, isn’t it? When you think of it.

The Dutch beach and dunes near Scheveningen
A walk from Alfriston along a riverbed, arriving at the seaside with the “Seven Sisters” in view      at the coast of  Sussex. One of the beautiful walks I’ve enjoyed in the UK.
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                                         The South of Holland in August with purple heather                                                 tHEARTofCARE @2012.