Living with kindred spirits, in nature and people

Hello dear visitor, it’s been a while, since I published a journal about my new life in Britain. Now, at the start of March 2017, after an adventurous period of house hunting, with bizarre encounters and tribulations, my Dutch frankness isn’t always welcome to landlords and landladies, I’ve found a home in the South of Devon. (the first week of May I’ve moved again!)

The sun is in the home all day round and the views are far. Where I am I’m on a high place, very safe from flooding! Close to the sea and to Dartmoor, two goodies in one bag. Hello to you in the image below! The green oasis next to St. Mary’s church in Totnes.

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After moving 3 times in one year I’m looking forward to a time of rest, enjoying the first year of my retirement without  worries and anxiety and the relief that my time is mine. What better time of year than finding my feet and leaving footsteps in this landscape of rolling hills! March and April are the months I enjoyed living in Bridgetown Totnes. 

Due to a landlord deciding only on impulse, what a difference with the Dutch way! I had to leave again and found a much better living space in Ashburton. Less density of hippie trippie, flakey and plonker-type people and less tourism, no beggars in the streets here. Totnes is challenged to consider its policy regarding homeless people, for the kindness to offer shelter and food creates a magnetic effect to those looking for it. You can’t keep everybody happy, can you?  It’s a typical Totnes style to keep everything vague with a smile and suggest as if it is so. Nonsense! Totnes may suffer from the airy fairy virus a bit too much.

There’s more quietude and, most welcome, Ashburton is closer to the Moors! This part of Devon is where I feel at home. Totnes is a nice town for visits to the Friday/Sat. market and musical events. Totnes is on a 45 min. busride from where I live now.

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A hollow tree on the way to Ashprington and a dog with watchful eyes


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St. Mary’s churchyard Totnes with the sun on naked branches


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St. Mary’s Churchyard with trees in spring-dresses, leavely to see the changes!




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A Hopi prophecy…. this is the 11th hour


“You have been telling people that this is the eleventh hour.
Now you must go back and tell people that this is the hour!
And there are things to be considered:
Where are you living?
What are you doing?
What are your relationships?
Are you in right relation?
Where is your water?
Know your Garden.
It is time to speak your truth.
Create your community.
Be good to yourself.
And not look outside of yourself for a leader.
This could be a good time!
There is a river flowing very fast.
It is so great and fast that there are those who will be afraid.
They will hold on to the shore.
They will feel that they are being torn apart, and they will suffer greatly.
Know that the river has its destination.
The elders say that we must let go of the shore,
push off into the middle of the river,
keep our eyes open,
and our heads above the water.
See who is in there with you and celebrate.
At this time we are to take nothing personally,
least of all, ourselves.
For the moment that we do,
our spiritual growth comes to a halt.
The time of the lone wolf is over.
Gather yourselves!
Banish the word struggle from your attitude and your vocabulary.
All that we do now must be done in a sacred manner and in celebration.
We are the ones that we have been waiting for.”

– The Elders, Oraibi, Arizona Hopi Nation

To be clear, I’m not against trial and error or any feelings and the awareness of them, as a human being in progress. It’s the instant karma staring in our face, which I’m addressing now. Triggers are all over the place and much drama is acted out in many ways. Many people feel blissful or depressed, or all the shades and moodswings in between. Be it doubtful, insecure or feeling alienated to what seemed familiar, predictable, or taken for granted.

I’ve come to a conclusion that we need to step out of the 3D paradigm of judgment and dualistic thinking, before we’re able to grasp the true nature of Awakening aka The Flowering of Human Consciousness.

To me, there’s a stepping out of the box as in leaving The Matrix, the lifestyle of the common people, obeying to the norm, presented to us in all manners, in between (by starting attempts such as moments in history with spiritual upliftment) as well as a stepping out of a box that is our self-made moral instruction manual, based on our experiences in a 3D vibration and the interpretations thereof, our conception of them.

To outgrow that program takes a while and needs excersize and maintainance of our attitude going through change. A change that is a “once in a lifecycle time” presented to us, humanity at large, for the first time in all the many lives we (may) have lived on planet Earth. Without exception it’s showering us, being rich or poor doesn’t make a difference.

We’re the conductors of that orchestra as well as the musicians, as I see it. We’re insiders and observers both, in our lives and we can begin to use that to our advantage and become who we’ve been waiting for.

CartoonTo me, Awakening isn’t a one moment breakthrough of awareness, it’s a process of evolvement in the affairs of our physical world and conditions of living as much as it’s happening, potentially, in the affairs of our mind-set and consciousness, our decisions and choices to act upon them.

Human Awakening is happening now, if we will, if we choose, in our way of looking at all manifestations in life and our judgments, our definitions and choice of actions too.

The risk of presenting Awakening as a one moment FLASH, similar to miraculous eye -openers of our past, for those who lived as saints, afterwards, is that it creates expectations and passive waiting in those that wait for a saviour, or a saving grace. That’s what I understand is causing people to feel impatient and angry, finding no evidence of their, to me, false hopes and unhelpful expectations. It makes one live in the future and leave the present moment, that doesn’t work for us.

For me, it works much better to live through my days and be the change I love to see happen in the world outside of me. And to find clarity about it, in my choices and actions. No need of a vision or miracle to live up to or wait for. If such a thing happens, well, than it happens.

All that is projected on the moment of Awakening, can be actually lived, in full action of taking part in daily life, in being part of a community, a nation, each moment of our life. I’m aware of growing through a change of perception, after visiting websites with spiritual views on the meaning of Awakening. I’m done now, with internet study on this subject.

I guess I’m referring to an eternal now, with all manifestations of life present at one time, in one space. That’s what I presume is stepping out of the old paradigm of perceiving space/time as in defining the past – present and future as separate realities. In essence, what I’m saying here is about letting go of restrictions, control and expectations, realizing love.

In our NOW. In all of our NOWS, like the flow of a forest stream, gurgling over rocks. The stream is created by billions of waterdrops, each of them contributes to the physical watery reality of the stream.

In that way we are the creators of Awakening each moment in our life. It’s much closer to HOME where the HEART is. It feels like an organic procedure, balanced and least unsettling. It’s a choice I made, these last days. Therefore I’ve become my path and my way-shower, in that way it’s less hard to be human, see what I mean?

A highly recommended movie, if you like to understand the world we live in. It’s blocked by YouTube with a copyright argument, but it’s due to censoring of the mass media that the audio track is removed. In the link below it’s present in its complete uncensored form.

“Love, reality and time of transition”  A movie about the current climate of embracing love and denial of negative reality.

“With the approach of the era of the Holy Spirit, everything must be gradually brought to the light of day, not only the secrets of the laboratory, but the deepest meanings of esotericism. The same must happen with illusions, errors and lies, which needs also to be revealed, so that they can later be rectified.

The world is suffering from a lack of harmony which gets deeper on every plane, and this is a serious danger to the moral and spiritual recovery of humanity. It also involves a serious risk of failure in the last stage of this time of Transition that we are now entering. If this risk is not overcome, the Deluge of Fire awaits us.

We will have to make an immense effort to ward off this fate and we have very little time in which to do it. Man has only himself to blame for the greatness of the effort needed: this is the result of his obstinate to heed the warnings that have been addressed to him, time and again by the Divine Voice, just as he continues today to blind himself to the fact that the Deluge of Fire is being made ready”.

Boris Mouravieff book Gnosis II


Know that you’re very welcome here, also by leaving a comment. Safe journeys on your path. Peace be with you and with planet Earth. Blessed be, Baghor.


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